Part 8b- its my life

hello lovely readers;**

sorry for the short post yesterday i couldnt concentrate and write instead i went and annoyed my big brothers by shouting in the house and fooling around... walla 7asait iny yahil ams i couldnt sleep until one of my brothers zafny ;( bs i was still hyper fa gal "yahil mahma tikbireen hathy intay".....hehe

i was going to post when i first woke up but i didnt lana i didnt see any comments..
wain il comments blogger sayir mayet no one is commenting;(

anyways inshalla this post is long enough







i got into my room and changed and got into bed ready to sleep.

*knock knock*

m7amad:mno??

mum: ana ya yumma ba6il il bab.

m7amad: tifathilay yumma maftoo7 il bab.

she came in and sat on the couch.
mum: haa ma nimt...

m7amad: laa ba3ad shway anam.

mum: inzain ma giltliy, shno 8arart??

m7amad: 3an shno...

mum: dalal.

hhmph when she said her name i remembered the picture and the guy so i sighed deeply... and started thinking.. what should i do..

mum: haw shfeek?

m7amad: halla.... la2 maku shay..

mum: inzain 7abeeby ma giltly shrayik ib dalal... imwafi8 3aliaha??

i smiled
m7amad: ee yumma ana imwafi8...

mum: 9ij il7amdilla il7een adig 3ala omha oo agoolaha bs ba3dain lazem nan6ir rad dalal inshoof itha imwaf8a..
the smile on my mums face and seeing her this happy made me feel happy.

m7amad: ee 3ad goolelaha la it6awil bl tafkeer..
i said with a cheeky smile on my face

mum: hahaha haa shitfakir feeh... inshalla bagoolaha tgool 7ag dalal ina m7amad mayet yabeech oo moo gadir yan6ir ay digeega oo ohwa bidoonich... haha yalla ti9ba7 3ala 5air..

m7amad: yumma bas 3addy ta36eenha ra8my gabel la iy9eer ay shay rasmy aby at3araf 3alaiha akthar..

mum: ee agoolaha bs 3ad itha ihya rithat..

m7amad: mashkoora ya a7la oom bl denya..
i got up and kissed her forehead

mum: ee a3arf 7arakatik hathy... good night

i laughed and my mother left my room i went back to my bed and started thinking about what to do.....




DALAL

the next day next day my mama called om m7amad and informed her iny imwaf8a 3alla m7amad and gave her my number lana m7amad kan yaby iy7acheeny ib mawthoo3.

that night i got a call from an unknown number i thought it might be m7amad so i answered

dalal: aloo

: aloo

dalal: halla

: halla dalal ana m7amad.. shlonich?

dalal: im good. how about you?

m7amad: ib5air il7amdilla..

i was soo shy for some reason
what should i say.. or is he going to say something... he probably has something to say hes the one that called... akeed biygool shay... uff yalla mita byit7acha...

*awkward silence*

m7amad: umm dalal 3indy mawthoo3 lazem a5ith rayich feeh..

dalal: is anything wrong??
i asked worried

m7amad: laa2, la it7ateen nothings wrong i just need to talk to you.... but not on the phone..

dalal: sorry but i dont think my parents will let me meet you in public alone...
its true even though their open minded i dont think they will let me go out with him.

m7amad: please dalal i have somthing very important to say and its for your own good.

dalal: ok il ask mama...

m7amad: laa2 dalal please 3ashany dont tell your mum, we can meet early in the morning at starbucks or anywhere you like...
his voice sounded very anxious like there was something he needed to say i couldnt say no anyways we are getting married soon.

dalal: ok but i cant go out without my parents permission.. what should i tell them?

m7amad: well you could tell them that your going out with one of your friends and let her meet you there...

dalal: okay. but were do we meet?

m7amad: iynasbich starbucks 3dailiya at 10.

dalal: okay but i have a lecture at 10

m7amad: so maybe before your lecture at 9.

dalal: okay...
for some reason i was very shy from him and nervous that im meeting up with him.... but i still didnt feel butterflies in my stomach like i use to feel when i talked to jassim...

m7amad: stop saying okay..haha...

dalal: ok... hehe walla bl '3ala6..

m7amad: so see you tomorrow..

dalal: inshalla but i will tell mama and send you a message to inform you if she approved..

m7amad: laaaah2... cant i hear your voice again... dont send a message call me ma shiba3t mn 9outich...


waaay laa2 am i blushing and feeling shy again.... noo il moshkilla i quckly tun red.

m7amad: aloo..

dalal: haa2... halla kany mawjooda.

m7amad: 3ayal shgiltay??

dalal: m7amad its getting kind of late...
i said in a low voice 7addy mista7ya mina.

m7amad: haha mista7ya miny..
it was more like stating then asking..

dalal: hehe laa shaku..

m7amad: 3ayal yalla go ask your mum and then call me i wanna hear your voice again..

dalal: m7amaad
i whined in a low voice inhy 7addy mista7ya

m7amad: 3yoona.. please just call me and say yes or no oo ba3dain siday il telephone...

dalal: fine

m7amad: ok then bye

dalal: bye


so i went to mama and informed her that i will be leaving early tomorrow to have breakfast with jazzi and razan. she doesnt mind me going out but she likes to know if im going out... i mean its okay with her if i go out with jazzi and razoona without telling her she doesnt say anything because we have been friends for years and she knows their parents very well.


so i went back to my room and called m7amad and did as he said...

m7amad: halla walla...
he sounded very cheerfull

dalal: yes.. bye

m7amad: ti9bi7een 3alla alf 5air

dalal: winta min ahla...


i closed the phone happy but still thinking about jassim... i mean im liking m7amad more every time i talk to him but im having doubts... what if i cant stop thinking about jassim. i mean m7amad is a great guy and i enjoyed our little conversation, but he doesnt make me feel the same way jassim does. i really dont know what to do. i love jassim and always will, but he simple left. m7amad is not jassim so i cant love him the way i loved jassim. hmmph im going to forget about jassim for a while and think about m7amad... well he made me feel good while talking. but what does he want to tal about it seems like he has something important to say, but what could it be i really have no idea..


i slept that night with a heavy head full of thoughts with no answers...







hope you liked it...
remember this is only half a post so dont say its short;p
o yeah and i didnt re read this time and i wrote it quicly so im sure there are tones of mistakes.. so please ingnore them if you spot any;D
love ya'll