Part 10- its my life

awal shay thanks to all of whom commented... your comments make me want to write faster then i usually do, so if you want me to write faster and then kathroo min il commentat il 7ilwa hathy;D
im in a wonderful mood due to your comments and FOOUZ IL AZRAG ;P

thany shay barkooly i entered the first double digit number..... yaaaaaaay wanansa;p

ee 9ij there are people im missing.. wainkom -D, Darliam, oo Dreamer, and GWTPA walaht 3alaikom faj2a ma gimtaw itbaynoon;*

since im feeling tremendous il try to write a very long post 3ashankom..

walla iny 5oosh blogger.. moo 3adil kalamy;p

and just a reminder this is NOT A TRUE STORY;) and its not acctually my life... hehe just thought i should make that clear to the people who dont already know..
love you all <3






Dalal: uff 5ala9..*snif* 3laiwi baas im meeting m7amad zaaain..
I answered quickly


3laiwi: na3am.. momkin it3eeden ily gilteeh...
he stared at me with his eyes wide open and the anger showed on his face..

Dalal: *snif* u heard me 3ali... *snif*
i was so mad at him he is soo annoying i mean why does he want to know where im going.. since i told him about m7amad the other day he has turned into a different person that always asks me were im going and always asks me what happend with m7amad and if were actually getting married... i dont know what has gotten into him..

3ali: INTAY MA TISTI7EEN 3ALLA WAYHICH. LAIL7EEN MA TIZAWAJTAW OO TI6LI3EEN WEYA... INTAY SHFEECH MAYNOONA ITWA3DEEN HATHA ILY ISMA M7AMAD TARA GA3AD YIL3AB 3ALAICH MAKU WA7ID IYGOOL 7AG WA7DA TI6LA3 WEYA GABEL MA YITZAWAJ.. HAL WA6Y ITHA 9IJ YABEECH CHAN MA GALICH CHITHY... AKEED BAINKOM SHAY.. DALAL INTAY IT3ARFEENA HATHA IL 7AYWAN MN GABEL??
he shouted at me thank god at this time my dad would have already left and my mum would have gone back to sleep since my parents room is on the second floor she wont hear him screaming because my room is on the third floor with 3azooz's room and 7amani (but 7amani my brother remember studies abroad) as for 3azooz he is probebly sleeping and he is a very deep sleeper..

dalal: laa2 ma a3arfa bas agley *snif* yaby iy7acheeny ib-... ib sh'3la yaby yit2akad minha.. *snif* 3ali bas int shfeek itha yibt 6ary m7amad it3a9ib oo it9ari5..

3ali: OO INTAY MASHALLAH IMSADIGTA INA YABY IYGOOLICH SHA'3LA GABEL MA TITZAWAJOON.. HATHA IL 7AYWAN GA3AD YIL3AB 3ALAICH BS INATY MO FAHMA.. TARA ILY KINTAY BITSAWEENA SHAY '3ALA6 SHNO TI6LI3EEN WEYA.. HAA.. GOOLELLY YA3NY SHNO KAN BIYGOOLICH HAL 7AYWAN HAL WA6Y..

dalal: baas 3ali *snif* bass kan ako mawthoo3... i-.. iygool wayed tharoory oo sha'3ila iballa lazem yit2akad min.. minha...

suddenly 3alis expression changed and he looked confused more then he looked angry...

3ali: haaah.. laykoon biygoolich 3an il env... haa laa2 mintay ray7a ana ily baroo7la..
then he stopped and looked at me with a shocked expression on his face as if he was just going to tell me a secret but then realized what he was doing..

i wasnt crying at this time there were only tears in my eyes and i was confused my 3ali's sudden change of mood....

dalal: shno ily ga3ad itgool 3an...

3ali sighed and looked at me..

3ali: dalal i hate to be the one to tell you this... umm i-.... hmm...there was thi-...
he looked at me with sad eyes this time.. whats up with him and his weird mood swings... i was confused it seemed as though he was trying to make something up..

dalal: 3ali shfeek aku shay 9ayir.??
i asked him curios to find out his answer

3ali: EE.. eeh... um m7amad moo 5oosh wa7id.. eeh mo 5osh wa7id sa2alt 3ana 3ind il rabi3 ily iy3arfoona.. oo kil ily galooh 3ana ina ra3y banat oo ahala '3a9beena 3al zawaj..

i was quite for a while but then i realized what he just said..

dalal: 3ali int shga3ad itgool..
i asked him baffled by what i have just heard..

3ali: dalool im only telling you the truth.. bas lazeem a3arf where were you going to meet him??

dalal: 3ali you dont need to know 5ala9 i wont go..

3ali: for sure you wont.. but i need to know were..
he demanded

after a long struggle of him shouting and demanding to know where we were going to meet gave up and told him we were going to meet at starbucks 3dailiya at 9..

then he started explaining to me what he heard about m7amad and that he is a bad guy and while talking to me he was texting someone..

dalal: 3ali who are you texting?

3ali: halla.. haa.. umm..a-- refejy.... hmm b-bagoola ina im going to be late.. ee..

dalal: okay
i said confused by the way he was acting..

after a long talk with 3laiwi i understoodvfrom 3laiwi that m7amad is a bad guy and that he is a player.. i didnt completely believe 3laiwi i felt like he was up to something.. i need to find out whats going on... i felt depressed and i couldnt do anything about it i was tired of crying im not going to cry anymore.. so i didnt.. i mean i hate crying and i rarely do cry so this isnt worth it..

*ring ring*
3laiwi's phone went off..
he ignored it. then it rang again..

dalal: 3laiwi answer it 3ady im going to the bathroom to wash up a little...
and i left to the bathroom but i left the door open and turned the tap on and tried to listen to what 3laiwi was saying.. (remember we are in my room) all i could hear was.

3laiwi: ee...... inzain ri7tlah.... shno giltlah.... 5osh.. e zain itsaweeh ib hal 7aywan... akeed-....

i couldnt hear that well so i quickly washed my face and turned the tap of. i didnt get a thing he said and i didnt understand anything he said..

3laiwi: ee yalla tara ana bat2a5ar shawy bye...
thats what he quickly said when he saw me coming out of the bathroom..

it was 9:30 now so i had class at 10 and i had to leave soon

dalal: 3laiwi ta3al int laish yay baitna ilyom imbacher..

3laiwi: oooo.. nasaiteeny kint baga3id 3azooz binroo7 in7adig ma3a il rabi3..

dalal: ee 3ady moo taw you weref talking to your friend and you told him youre going to be late..

3laiwi: haah..... ee saaa7..

dalal: yalla 3laiwi i gotta go 3indy class at 10

3laiwi: allah ma3ach bs dalool itha fe ayshay iy9eer ma3ach weya hal 7aywan ily isma m7amad goolely la tismi3een kalama tara chathab..

dalal: will do... k bye..


i left the house with lots of thoughts in my head.. even thought i was tired and had a slight headache i didnt want to stay home id rather go to uni.. one thing you should know about me is that i hate staying home even when im tired and when in a bad mood.. i feel better when i get out of the house...

i didnt believe everything 3laiwi told me im sure he is hiding something and i dont believe that m7amad is a bad guy im so sure of it i mean when i meet him he seemed like an amazing guy that is not being forced into getting married.. im going to talk to him tomorrow i cant today because i feel tired and i dont feel like it i want to go out with jazzi and razoon after uni today.. im sure you all think i hate 3laiwi by now but i dont.. yes i got mad at him and im soo annoyed by his behavior today but i cant be mad at him for long. after all he is 3ali, my best friend, cousin, and brother thats what he means to me.. but i need to find out whats up with him i mean he is being over protective..
hmmph if only me and jassim were still together then i wouldnt have to got through all of this mess..






M7AMAD

hmmph could it be true.. walla madry shasawy.. ya3ny 9ij

mum: haw 7amood shfeek sara7t.. mo giltly 3indik mawthoo3 tabeeny feeh.. ahoo ana hnee sh3indik?

m7amad: yumma... ana 5ala9 ma aby dalal..










haaaaaaa what do you think??

please comment..
sorry fo mistakes bs ma chayakt the post i just wrote it;p
until next time;**


oo yeah and i answered all your previous comments..