Part 11- its my life

SORRRRRRRRRRRRY for taking so long..
bs walla killa mn hal stupid internet connection il wireless moo rathy yitsala7 oo il ego 5ala9 ishteraka oo ilyom 3abaina bl 8a9ib... ma kan rathy yashbik walla yatni il bachya oo 7addy kint im3a9ba oo imnafsa ilyom oo 5wany iygoololn shda3wa kil hatha 3ashan il net...

on top of all of that 7abeebi laptopey 5arban il program ily i open the internet fee...
so now im using the family laptop mal everyone...

il mohim enjoy oo inshalla ma a6awil 3alaikom wayed mara thanya..









its been a week since my mum told me that m7amad rejected me... i tried calling him the day after his mum called to explain why i didnt show up and ask him whats wrong but he never picked up my calls... im pretty sure he has seen my missed calls because once when i was calling his phone was busy so he probebly saw it..
im positive that something happend he wouldnt just change his mind for no reason.. unless sami3 kalam 3any, but im sure no one would talk about me that way lana im not that type of girl i have never dated anyone except jassim who left me without telling me why.. he seemed devestated like he was being forced to break up with me but who would force him to do such a thing.. in no doubt something was up that made him break up with me i was sure i saw tears in his eyes and ge quickly left... and im pretty sure jassim wouldnt talk about me..
hmmph what might have changed m7amads mind.. even though i wasnt very excited about getting married to him im still sad and depressed because now he is the fith guy that rejects me.. he seemed so thrilled when we talked on the phone for the first time, when he told me that he wanted to tell me something in person and not over the phone.. how could he have changed his mind in a day.. i tried calling him a couple of time this week to understand his story but his phone was switched off... is it possible that he didnt want to get married anymore 3ashan i didnt show up..
ugh im tired of wondering i need answers to all my questions..
and why is 3laiwi always mad lama ayeeb 6ary m7amad.. mani imsadga il kalam ily 3ali gala 3an m7amad lana oboy oo 3azooz my brother asked about him and everything they were told was good.. so he was a good guy.. bs laish 3laiwi iychathib 3alaiy.. what would he benefit from that..

i need to find out very soon all the answers to my questions, i cant live with all these thoughts in my mind i have to know whats going on..

since tomorrow is the start of the weekend i need to get out for the first time since m7amad rejected me.. jazzi, razzona, fajoor (my cousin fai9als sister) and reem (my cousin rakans sister, they have 2 more sisters and a brother but im not that close to them) were always by my side when i was depressed i mean i still am miresrable..

hard banging on the door interupted my thoughts..

*bang* *bang* *bang*
"DALOOOOOOOOOL.... OPEN THE DOOR DALOOOOOOOOOOL OO 9IMA5"
i could hear giggling in the background hehe i know who this is.. must be the girls.. the door wasnt locked i never lock doors..
so razoon and reem stormed into my room along with jazzi and fajour in the back..
i love these girls..


reem: inatay wainech ma itrideen 3ala ur phone and your door
reem screamed joking

dalal: haa wain my phone walla ma sima3ta....
i looked for it
" ooh dead battery....hehe.."

razzon: ma 3alaina yalla goomay oo saway jan6itich binroo7 il shalaih oo you cant not come hal 6al3a 3ashanich you havent gone out in a week, fa yalla goooomay la iyeech 6rag 3ala wayhich..hahaha
they were all shouting and screaming and laughing..

dalal: bismilla intaw shfeekom shno sharbeen, shno makleen oo mn wain yayeen..

7adhoom kanaw fa9leen yith7ikoon ib 9out 3aly oo iy9ar5oon.. 7adhom hyper kanaw..

so i just sat there and laughed at them they looked too funny and dont forget LOOOOOOOOOOOUD...

suddenly we heard a knock on the door so all the girls jumped on my bed oo saraw 3ijal..

dalal: mno??

3azooz: ana shno hal iz3aj??

dalal: hahaha 3azooz dish dish shoof hal myanan..
he came in and all the girls were holding back their laughs.. they were laughing for no reason..

3azooz: shfeekom??
he asked amused and laughing at the way we all looked..

fajour: shfeena..hehe shoofna sh7alatna ma feena shay..

3azooz: ee walla banat shoofaw sh7alatich wayha...
he said stairing directly in her eyes so she blushed.. i always suspected somthing between fajour and my brother 3azooz but im not sure...

3azooz: inzain ma 3alaina sh'hal 9ra5??

razzan jumped off the bed and shouted
razzan: BENROO7 IL CHALET... WANASA YALLA GOOOOOOOMAAY SAWAY YOUR BAG FOR THE WEEKEND...
3ady this is 3azooz and he is like a brother to her so wayed im6ay7a il meyana weyaa.. actually all of them im6ay7een il meyana ma3ah..

3azooz: laaa2 walla.. 5oosh.. bs ista2thantaw??
he asked lifting up his eyebrows...

jazzi: ee..

3azooz: inzain chalet mno?? malna??

razzan: la2 shalaihna.. yalla yalla daloool ibser3a saway ur bag..
she said excited..

3azooz: yalla 3ayal take care... ooh i7na yimken bacher inroo7 shalaihna ma3a il shabab..

dalal: ma3a mnoo ya3ny??

3azooz: ya3ny mno.. 3laiwi, f9ail, rakan oo yimken wa7id mn il rabi3.... yalla take care bye...

he headed to the door but stopped and looked at us..

3azooz: inzainn 3indy so2al...momkin..

reem: gool gool sh3indek?
she was laughing

3azooz: laish im6agmeen..

they all looked at each other and started laughing

reem: ee dalool your going to wear yours too..
she stated while laughing..

all the girls were wearing this:

but all in different colors from victorias secret pink collection.. there were 4 different colors.. me and fajour have the same color while the rest are different and our tummies dont show the shirt isnt that short bas 3ashan the in the pic the girl is jumping... i remeber when we got these me and my whole family including uncles and aunts and their kind from my mums side kina imsafreen ray7een maimi oo yom ana reem and fajour saw them yanaina oo 5athnalina oo sharaina 7ag jazzi and razzoon...


3azooz: haha.. walla mo 9a7een.. yalla bye.
and he left us the laughing and shouting and fooling around while i was preparing my bag.. to go to the chalet..








shraykoom feeny post 6weeeeel sa7;D
madry laish im not liking the way i write;(
aby comments please i might post another post tonight... but dont get your hopes up too high;P
and again i didnt check the post fa akeed akoo millions of mistakes so please excuse them;r
and i answered all your previous comments if u didnt already know..

love you all;*
until next time;P