Part 13- its my life

as promised i wrote a post awal ma radait mn uni..

oh yeah.. ba3dain bagoolikom salfa im7ayratni from the last weekend  on a different post..

i want a puppy for my birthday... my birthday is on the 25th dec ;D yaaaay im not going to say how old i will be bs guess i wanna know what you think and i might say later who is right;p

 
 waaaay 7adda iyshaweg sa7!!? aby puppy s'3ayir bs when it grows up i want to be huge;D

ENJOY ;D


                                                     


crap he is still staring at me and giving me looks.. i cant concentrate on eating now i keep looking at him... waay he heard what rayoom said because when she said it he winked at me.. ya3ny akeed dara ina it was about him fashla i hope he doesnt do anything..

razzan explained to reem and fajour how HE was staring at me.. when she pointed out to them who he was we all turned his way and looked at him and i mean ALL of us me razzoon, jazzi, fajour, and rayoom.. when we all looked at him he looked at us with a confused face, he lifted his left eyebrow and his shoulder and tilted his head waay his reaction iyaneen he looked funny so we were sort of giggling...

guy 1: hahay 3wais shfeek?
guy 2: shoof, shoof  wayha shlon..hahaa
his friends were looking at him confused from his reaction so they turned and looked at what he was looking at... yup u guessed right now they were all staring at us while we were all staring at them in silence.. chan they break the silence faj2a by laughing at loud at il maw8if..
guy 1: shilsalfa? * laughing*
so we turned away when we heard his friends and him talking..
then they went back to eating.. and im sure now they are talking about what just happened because they keep laughing and looking our way..

jazzi: well now we know his name is name is 3essa since his friend called him 3wais.. 

reem: HEEEEEEY.... i want 7-up not pepsi.. *she sort of shouted*

fajer: inazin intay kila 9raa5, hehe we didnt know u wanted 7-up..

reem: yeah right.. you know everything about me.. baroo7 ayeebly 7-up want anything??

all: nope..

reem: brb

(malait wana aktib joking oo chithy ashyaa2 so u should now that they are not serious about anything they say killa 3alla 8ashmarra and fooling around ok;p when they are serious il mention it.)


so reem went to order and we went back to eating and gossiping about what just happened.. and HE is still stairing at me when ever i look up and catch him staring he looks down then looks at me from the corner of his eyes walla nathrita ityaneen.. he looks hot in that orange shirt talking to his friends..

jazzi: *gasped*

razzan: 7amdila wil shikir shfeech?

jazzi: oh my god look at the guy that just walked in..

all: *gasp*



















































akamil?? willa asawy cliff hanger ;D






akamil or not??











chena a7san itha sawai cliff hanger....




















la2 la2 a5af it3a9boon 3alay mali 5ilg aza3il a7la readers... 5ala9 ba9eer 5oosh wa7da oo bakamil...hehe;**

fajer: woow he looks exactly like dalals guy..

dalal: chub zain... masra3 ma 9ar my guy.. *joking and smiling*

razzan: you guys maybe their brothers... *curious*

jazzi: more like twins to me... omg shoofay he is heading to their table 3ayal akeed they are twins.. 

so the identical 3wais was heading to them..

guy 2: halla sagoor..
(the guy identical to dalals guy 3wais) sager: halla walla..

so now we now his name is sager.. g3adaw iysolfoon chan sager got up and headed to the counted to get food i guess..

we went back o normal again and we started gossiping AGAIN about the guys on the table in front of us.. 

fajer: bs walla the guy in the stripy yellow and white t-shirt a7lahom..

razzan: laa2 dalals guy 3essa is the hottest from their group.. wila shrayech dalal??

dalal: akeed he is the hottest dam 5alaito my guy.. *laughing*

jazzi: allah, allah 5ala9 you should go talk to him.. *pretending to be serious*

dalal: good idea..

jazzi:  hey i was kidding dont u dare go talk to him..

all laughed lana dalal didnt really mean bas chithy galat 3ashan it6afir jazzi.. lana jazzi is like their mother she does crazy things with them bs it5af 3alaihom chenha omhom..




suddenly they heard a crash something fell on the floor..
everyone turned around to see what happened and saw reem there on the floor next to sager who was standing with a wet t-shirt looking down at her..





 

to be continued;D
shraykom feeny..
comments please..
and again excuse my mistakes..

Part 12- its my life

Hello lovely readers ;D

shlonkom? sha5barkom? wanasa ma buga shay oo a5ali9 my tests i only have 2 left next week.. im so glad tests are almost over so i can be free to post whenever;p

anyways this post is dedicated to The truth ;* thanks a lot for your comments and for explaining how to change the colors lana before on  my other laptop i use to use e explorer but now im using mozilla firefox because the other one doesnt work..

i noticed when i read part 11 ina akoo WAAYED writen mistakes so please excuse them lana i never check the post before posting it;p

oo yeah and i answered all ur previous comments..

ok basy garga here you go with a post..

enjoy;p

                                                                

I was packing my bag while all of the girls where yelling at me and telling me to hurry up..

after i was done we headed to fajours range rover..

we were all excited and hyper even i was.. ga3adna in9are5 7aaail when we got in the car.. we still didnt move..

jazzi: wait wait... fajour your not driving i dont trust you 7adich fa9la... oo intay maynoona.. ana a3gal wa7da in the group fa ana basoog..

fajour: even better so i can dance hahaha..

so fajour sat in the passenger seat and jazzi was driving while razzoon, reem and i were in the back..

we were all shouting and singing

razzan: FAJOUR 7I6AY CD IL FA9LA

fajour: god razanoo no need to shout i can hear you *joking*

we have a cd for when we go out o 7adna fa9leen kila a'3any itwanes..

hot and dangerous 

reem: ALLAAAAH FAJOUR 6AWLAAY

so we started singing out very loudly and dancing like crazy

if u one of us then roll with us

cz we make the hipsters fall in love

when weve got hot pants on enough
and yes of course because were running this town just like a club

and no u dont wanna mess with us 

got jesus on my necklace aac ac azz

ive got that glitter on my eyes

stockings ripped up all the side

looking sick and sexy-fied

so lets go-o-o LETS GO

TONIGHT WERE GOING HA HA HA HA HA HARD

JUST LIKE THE WORLD IS OUR OU OU OU OU OURS

WERE TEARIN IT APAR PA PA PA PA PART

YOU KNOW WERE SUPER STARS 

WE R WHO WE ARE

(we were dancing like there is no tomorrow in the car and jazzi was speeding like crazy lana il shoare3 mashya on the chalets roads.)

WERE DANCING LIKE WERE DU DU DU DU DU DUM

jazzi: 3ad ib hathi 9idagtaw... hahaha

all: hahahahaha

dalal: 9ij walla ga3ad nargi9 chena were dum...haha

reem: YOU3ANAAAAAA

jazzi: god why is everyone screaming

all: WERE HUNGRY JAZZI WAKLEENA... heheha

razzan: LETS STOP BY MCDONALDS

jazzi: WHY ARE WE SHOUTING??

fajour: BECAUSE THE VOLUME OF THE MUSIC IS TOO LOOOOOUD

all: hahaha

ihny 7adna fi9alna oo ga3adna nith7ak mithil il miyaneen..you know when your laughing so much for no specific funny reason.. we were like that...

jazzi turned down the music and we calmed ourselves down lana garabna yam mcdonalds il shalaihat..

we arrived and jazzi parked.. remember its thursday and by now its almost 8pm..

jazzi: olllaaa za7maa..shraykoom we order take away..

reem: NOOOO.. hahaha... I WANT TO SEE HOT GUYS... hahaha......omg.. i--i... cant stop laughing.. hahaha

we were all calm and stopped laughing but reem couldnt stop laughing..

dalal: ALF alf 7amd lilaa wil shikir.. yarab itkamil 3agilha il nagi9.. goolo ameen..

all except for reem who was still laughing: AMEEEN

reem: hahaha.. chub hahaa 7maaraa.. 

still laughing

we were all still hyper but we we calmed down a bit lana moo 7ilwa indish mcdonals thats full of guys at this time chithy oo nig3ad in9ari5 jidamhom so we were still in the car waiting for reem to stop laughing..

razzan: any time soon inshalla reem..hehe walla maynoona..

reem: MA AGDAR..hahaha

she was laughing till the point that she is crying..

fajour: haha 3ayal i7na bnanzil and when u calm down come in ok yal habla..hehe

reem: no hahahaaaa wait..

dalal: agool calm down and come in ok... bye hehe.. yalla banat lets go she will come when she calms down..

so jazzi, fajour, razzon and i entered mcdonalds which was crowded and there were only 3 tables empty one for 2 in the corner and the other 2 tables for four between guys.. we had no choice but to sit in one of those two tables.. 

jazzi: yalla razzon oo dalool ro7aw gi3daw while me and fajour go and order...

dalal: laa2 walla why dont you sit with fajour and me and razzon go order..

razzan: ee walla laish..

we were fooling around with jazzi.. she is like our mum..

jazzi: lankom fa9laa i dont trust u guys to go in a line full of guys.. allah yastir chan ishsawaitaw.. 3araftaw il7een laish yalla go sit...... hehehe *joking*

so me and razzon ga3adna in the table for 4 near 2 tables full of guys waiting for the rest of the group...

ga3adna insolif oo nith7ak then fajour and  jazzi came with the food..

fajer: *gasp* rayoom lail7een ma yat... 9ij 9ij habla ya3ny mo ma38oola lail7een tith7ak...hehe

jazzi: acctually its totally normal for her to be still laughing after all shes reem remember...haha

me and razzan laughed at their comments..

fajer: tara 7ata intaw il thintain mithilha miyaneen.. *joking*

dalal: agool roo7ay zain la it5aleena in9eer thidkom.. *joking and fooling around*

razzan: ana wa7da mali 5ilg at7acha im hungry...

fajer: il go check on rayoom and call her.. brb dont touch my burger and fries..

fajour went to call reem while we started eating and enjoying our cheese burgers and fries..

razzan: omg dalal that guy i totally checking u out.. 

dalal: omg which one... laykoon the short dude.. i noticed he has been staring at me for quite a while..

razzan: no u dummy the other table ily feeha 4 hot guys the one wearing an orange polo shirt..

dalal: oo hes hot..

jazzi: banat il 3agil il 3agil sh'hal tafkeer.. *joking*

dalal: jazziyooo shasawy he is hot..

suddenly i heard reem shout in my ear from behined me: WHO IS HOT??

then she put her hands on her mouth and laughed when she realised she said it out veeery loud that the guys could have heared.. omg i hope he didnt hear her.. i turned around and i saw him smiling then he winked at me i couldnt help but smile back.. omg i did not just smile back at him.. i couldnt help it he is too hot with his dimples and white pearly teeth, full lips and gofil with his sharp piercing eyes..

reem: hehe sorry walla im too excited

dalal: yeah yeah as ussual.. ya 7marra now he is staring at me 

reem: whatever, you'll live..

 too be continued...

7addy 7addy sorry i was going to make it longer and there is something i have in mind i want to write bs 7addy day5a aby anam my eyes are closing i cant write anymore..

goodnite i promise post soon

Part 11- its my life

SORRRRRRRRRRRRY for taking so long..
bs walla killa mn hal stupid internet connection il wireless moo rathy yitsala7 oo il ego 5ala9 ishteraka oo ilyom 3abaina bl 8a9ib... ma kan rathy yashbik walla yatni il bachya oo 7addy kint im3a9ba oo imnafsa ilyom oo 5wany iygoololn shda3wa kil hatha 3ashan il net...

on top of all of that 7abeebi laptopey 5arban il program ily i open the internet fee...
so now im using the family laptop mal everyone...

il mohim enjoy oo inshalla ma a6awil 3alaikom wayed mara thanya..









its been a week since my mum told me that m7amad rejected me... i tried calling him the day after his mum called to explain why i didnt show up and ask him whats wrong but he never picked up my calls... im pretty sure he has seen my missed calls because once when i was calling his phone was busy so he probebly saw it..
im positive that something happend he wouldnt just change his mind for no reason.. unless sami3 kalam 3any, but im sure no one would talk about me that way lana im not that type of girl i have never dated anyone except jassim who left me without telling me why.. he seemed devestated like he was being forced to break up with me but who would force him to do such a thing.. in no doubt something was up that made him break up with me i was sure i saw tears in his eyes and ge quickly left... and im pretty sure jassim wouldnt talk about me..
hmmph what might have changed m7amads mind.. even though i wasnt very excited about getting married to him im still sad and depressed because now he is the fith guy that rejects me.. he seemed so thrilled when we talked on the phone for the first time, when he told me that he wanted to tell me something in person and not over the phone.. how could he have changed his mind in a day.. i tried calling him a couple of time this week to understand his story but his phone was switched off... is it possible that he didnt want to get married anymore 3ashan i didnt show up..
ugh im tired of wondering i need answers to all my questions..
and why is 3laiwi always mad lama ayeeb 6ary m7amad.. mani imsadga il kalam ily 3ali gala 3an m7amad lana oboy oo 3azooz my brother asked about him and everything they were told was good.. so he was a good guy.. bs laish 3laiwi iychathib 3alaiy.. what would he benefit from that..

i need to find out very soon all the answers to my questions, i cant live with all these thoughts in my mind i have to know whats going on..

since tomorrow is the start of the weekend i need to get out for the first time since m7amad rejected me.. jazzi, razzona, fajoor (my cousin fai9als sister) and reem (my cousin rakans sister, they have 2 more sisters and a brother but im not that close to them) were always by my side when i was depressed i mean i still am miresrable..

hard banging on the door interupted my thoughts..

*bang* *bang* *bang*
"DALOOOOOOOOOL.... OPEN THE DOOR DALOOOOOOOOOOL OO 9IMA5"
i could hear giggling in the background hehe i know who this is.. must be the girls.. the door wasnt locked i never lock doors..
so razoon and reem stormed into my room along with jazzi and fajour in the back..
i love these girls..


reem: inatay wainech ma itrideen 3ala ur phone and your door
reem screamed joking

dalal: haa wain my phone walla ma sima3ta....
i looked for it
" ooh dead battery....hehe.."

razzon: ma 3alaina yalla goomay oo saway jan6itich binroo7 il shalaih oo you cant not come hal 6al3a 3ashanich you havent gone out in a week, fa yalla goooomay la iyeech 6rag 3ala wayhich..hahaha
they were all shouting and screaming and laughing..

dalal: bismilla intaw shfeekom shno sharbeen, shno makleen oo mn wain yayeen..

7adhoom kanaw fa9leen yith7ikoon ib 9out 3aly oo iy9ar5oon.. 7adhom hyper kanaw..

so i just sat there and laughed at them they looked too funny and dont forget LOOOOOOOOOOOUD...

suddenly we heard a knock on the door so all the girls jumped on my bed oo saraw 3ijal..

dalal: mno??

3azooz: ana shno hal iz3aj??

dalal: hahaha 3azooz dish dish shoof hal myanan..
he came in and all the girls were holding back their laughs.. they were laughing for no reason..

3azooz: shfeekom??
he asked amused and laughing at the way we all looked..

fajour: shfeena..hehe shoofna sh7alatna ma feena shay..

3azooz: ee walla banat shoofaw sh7alatich wayha...
he said stairing directly in her eyes so she blushed.. i always suspected somthing between fajour and my brother 3azooz but im not sure...

3azooz: inzain ma 3alaina sh'hal 9ra5??

razzan jumped off the bed and shouted
razzan: BENROO7 IL CHALET... WANASA YALLA GOOOOOOOMAAY SAWAY YOUR BAG FOR THE WEEKEND...
3ady this is 3azooz and he is like a brother to her so wayed im6ay7a il meyana weyaa.. actually all of them im6ay7een il meyana ma3ah..

3azooz: laaa2 walla.. 5oosh.. bs ista2thantaw??
he asked lifting up his eyebrows...

jazzi: ee..

3azooz: inzain chalet mno?? malna??

razzan: la2 shalaihna.. yalla yalla daloool ibser3a saway ur bag..
she said excited..

3azooz: yalla 3ayal take care... ooh i7na yimken bacher inroo7 shalaihna ma3a il shabab..

dalal: ma3a mnoo ya3ny??

3azooz: ya3ny mno.. 3laiwi, f9ail, rakan oo yimken wa7id mn il rabi3.... yalla take care bye...

he headed to the door but stopped and looked at us..

3azooz: inzainn 3indy so2al...momkin..

reem: gool gool sh3indek?
she was laughing

3azooz: laish im6agmeen..

they all looked at each other and started laughing

reem: ee dalool your going to wear yours too..
she stated while laughing..

all the girls were wearing this:

but all in different colors from victorias secret pink collection.. there were 4 different colors.. me and fajour have the same color while the rest are different and our tummies dont show the shirt isnt that short bas 3ashan the in the pic the girl is jumping... i remeber when we got these me and my whole family including uncles and aunts and their kind from my mums side kina imsafreen ray7een maimi oo yom ana reem and fajour saw them yanaina oo 5athnalina oo sharaina 7ag jazzi and razzoon...


3azooz: haha.. walla mo 9a7een.. yalla bye.
and he left us the laughing and shouting and fooling around while i was preparing my bag.. to go to the chalet..








shraykoom feeny post 6weeeeel sa7;D
madry laish im not liking the way i write;(
aby comments please i might post another post tonight... but dont get your hopes up too high;P
and again i didnt check the post fa akeed akoo millions of mistakes so please excuse them;r
and i answered all your previous comments if u didnt already know..

love you all;*
until next time;P

lool!! something my mum asked me today ;p

heeey.. shlonkom??
sorry for the long post title but i couldnt come up with anything else..

walla ilyom omy tha7ikatny.. shoofaw what happend i think omy kanat shakka ina i have a boyfriend.. walla omy filim.. i love her..
allah iysalimkom today i was going to go out with my cousins so when i was changing in my room when my mum came in and she was holding my ring and smiling...
"noona, min wainlich hal 5atam?....., wayed 7ilo?"
she asked me with a weird tone in her voice and she wasnt looking me in the eye she was looking around my room.. i think she thinks that i have a boyfriend and he gave me this ring lana she knows i dont wear rings that often i usually take my mums rings, walla 3omry sharait 5atam so she was thinking where i got it from.. lool walla omy it'tha7ik oo galat wayed 7ilo ya3ny ina ma tabeny ashik ina she thinks that..
3araftaw ily lama her voice seems like she knows something but isnt sure..
so i looked at it
" hatha ily juju yabatliya yom safirat dubai.."
i answered her..
she replied by saying "ooh ee saa7 tithakart, kan bl 9ala bas ba'3ait a36eechiya.."
and she left..

you might not get what i mean so let me explain.. i think my mum kanat shakka ina a guy gave it to me or kanat shakka ina i have a boyfriend that gave this ring to me as a present...lol lana i dont wear rings that often and she knows i never buy rings i usually take hers... so she probebly thought mn wainlaha hatha il ring.. she didnt actually say that to me but i know my mum too well from her voice tone...
bs when i told her that juju gave it too me she remembered and was like ahaa..

it was actually given to me by juju my best cousin as i told my mama.. i have no sisters so she is like my sister.. i mohim, walla the way my mum asked me tha7akny i knew what she was thinking in her mind.. dont get me wrong i have never had a boyfriend and inshalla never will have.. im not that type of girl even though i went to a mixed private school and now im in uni and i had friends that are guys in school that im still in touch with on msn, i would never have a boyfriend..
i tell my mum everything im so close to her.. i even tell her about soalif ily some of my not so close friends.. ina 3ady asolif ma3aha agoolaha that they have boyfriends oo chithy ashyaa2... and the latest gossip from uni about ppl.. so she probably though i might be like some of the girls and have a boyfriend..


3omirha omahatkom shakaw ina u might have a boyfriend?? Please share with me itha 9ar feekom maw8f shabeh ib hatha..lol






inshalla im working on part 11 maybe il post it tomorrow if i finish or the day after..
excuse my mistakes or me repeating myself im in a hurry aby anam bacher waray ga3da binroo7 il shalaih early in the morning..

love you all loads;**

Part 10- its my life

awal shay thanks to all of whom commented... your comments make me want to write faster then i usually do, so if you want me to write faster and then kathroo min il commentat il 7ilwa hathy;D
im in a wonderful mood due to your comments and FOOUZ IL AZRAG ;P

thany shay barkooly i entered the first double digit number..... yaaaaaaay wanansa;p

ee 9ij there are people im missing.. wainkom -D, Darliam, oo Dreamer, and GWTPA walaht 3alaikom faj2a ma gimtaw itbaynoon;*

since im feeling tremendous il try to write a very long post 3ashankom..

walla iny 5oosh blogger.. moo 3adil kalamy;p

and just a reminder this is NOT A TRUE STORY;) and its not acctually my life... hehe just thought i should make that clear to the people who dont already know..
love you all <3






Dalal: uff 5ala9..*snif* 3laiwi baas im meeting m7amad zaaain..
I answered quickly


3laiwi: na3am.. momkin it3eeden ily gilteeh...
he stared at me with his eyes wide open and the anger showed on his face..

Dalal: *snif* u heard me 3ali... *snif*
i was so mad at him he is soo annoying i mean why does he want to know where im going.. since i told him about m7amad the other day he has turned into a different person that always asks me were im going and always asks me what happend with m7amad and if were actually getting married... i dont know what has gotten into him..

3ali: INTAY MA TISTI7EEN 3ALLA WAYHICH. LAIL7EEN MA TIZAWAJTAW OO TI6LI3EEN WEYA... INTAY SHFEECH MAYNOONA ITWA3DEEN HATHA ILY ISMA M7AMAD TARA GA3AD YIL3AB 3ALAICH MAKU WA7ID IYGOOL 7AG WA7DA TI6LA3 WEYA GABEL MA YITZAWAJ.. HAL WA6Y ITHA 9IJ YABEECH CHAN MA GALICH CHITHY... AKEED BAINKOM SHAY.. DALAL INTAY IT3ARFEENA HATHA IL 7AYWAN MN GABEL??
he shouted at me thank god at this time my dad would have already left and my mum would have gone back to sleep since my parents room is on the second floor she wont hear him screaming because my room is on the third floor with 3azooz's room and 7amani (but 7amani my brother remember studies abroad) as for 3azooz he is probebly sleeping and he is a very deep sleeper..

dalal: laa2 ma a3arfa bas agley *snif* yaby iy7acheeny ib-... ib sh'3la yaby yit2akad minha.. *snif* 3ali bas int shfeek itha yibt 6ary m7amad it3a9ib oo it9ari5..

3ali: OO INTAY MASHALLAH IMSADIGTA INA YABY IYGOOLICH SHA'3LA GABEL MA TITZAWAJOON.. HATHA IL 7AYWAN GA3AD YIL3AB 3ALAICH BS INATY MO FAHMA.. TARA ILY KINTAY BITSAWEENA SHAY '3ALA6 SHNO TI6LI3EEN WEYA.. HAA.. GOOLELLY YA3NY SHNO KAN BIYGOOLICH HAL 7AYWAN HAL WA6Y..

dalal: baas 3ali *snif* bass kan ako mawthoo3... i-.. iygool wayed tharoory oo sha'3ila iballa lazem yit2akad min.. minha...

suddenly 3alis expression changed and he looked confused more then he looked angry...

3ali: haaah.. laykoon biygoolich 3an il env... haa laa2 mintay ray7a ana ily baroo7la..
then he stopped and looked at me with a shocked expression on his face as if he was just going to tell me a secret but then realized what he was doing..

i wasnt crying at this time there were only tears in my eyes and i was confused my 3ali's sudden change of mood....

dalal: shno ily ga3ad itgool 3an...

3ali sighed and looked at me..

3ali: dalal i hate to be the one to tell you this... umm i-.... hmm...there was thi-...
he looked at me with sad eyes this time.. whats up with him and his weird mood swings... i was confused it seemed as though he was trying to make something up..

dalal: 3ali shfeek aku shay 9ayir.??
i asked him curios to find out his answer

3ali: EE.. eeh... um m7amad moo 5oosh wa7id.. eeh mo 5osh wa7id sa2alt 3ana 3ind il rabi3 ily iy3arfoona.. oo kil ily galooh 3ana ina ra3y banat oo ahala '3a9beena 3al zawaj..

i was quite for a while but then i realized what he just said..

dalal: 3ali int shga3ad itgool..
i asked him baffled by what i have just heard..

3ali: dalool im only telling you the truth.. bas lazeem a3arf where were you going to meet him??

dalal: 3ali you dont need to know 5ala9 i wont go..

3ali: for sure you wont.. but i need to know were..
he demanded

after a long struggle of him shouting and demanding to know where we were going to meet gave up and told him we were going to meet at starbucks 3dailiya at 9..

then he started explaining to me what he heard about m7amad and that he is a bad guy and while talking to me he was texting someone..

dalal: 3ali who are you texting?

3ali: halla.. haa.. umm..a-- refejy.... hmm b-bagoola ina im going to be late.. ee..

dalal: okay
i said confused by the way he was acting..

after a long talk with 3laiwi i understoodvfrom 3laiwi that m7amad is a bad guy and that he is a player.. i didnt completely believe 3laiwi i felt like he was up to something.. i need to find out whats going on... i felt depressed and i couldnt do anything about it i was tired of crying im not going to cry anymore.. so i didnt.. i mean i hate crying and i rarely do cry so this isnt worth it..

*ring ring*
3laiwi's phone went off..
he ignored it. then it rang again..

dalal: 3laiwi answer it 3ady im going to the bathroom to wash up a little...
and i left to the bathroom but i left the door open and turned the tap on and tried to listen to what 3laiwi was saying.. (remember we are in my room) all i could hear was.

3laiwi: ee...... inzain ri7tlah.... shno giltlah.... 5osh.. e zain itsaweeh ib hal 7aywan... akeed-....

i couldnt hear that well so i quickly washed my face and turned the tap of. i didnt get a thing he said and i didnt understand anything he said..

3laiwi: ee yalla tara ana bat2a5ar shawy bye...
thats what he quickly said when he saw me coming out of the bathroom..

it was 9:30 now so i had class at 10 and i had to leave soon

dalal: 3laiwi ta3al int laish yay baitna ilyom imbacher..

3laiwi: oooo.. nasaiteeny kint baga3id 3azooz binroo7 in7adig ma3a il rabi3..

dalal: ee 3ady moo taw you weref talking to your friend and you told him youre going to be late..

3laiwi: haah..... ee saaa7..

dalal: yalla 3laiwi i gotta go 3indy class at 10

3laiwi: allah ma3ach bs dalool itha fe ayshay iy9eer ma3ach weya hal 7aywan ily isma m7amad goolely la tismi3een kalama tara chathab..

dalal: will do... k bye..


i left the house with lots of thoughts in my head.. even thought i was tired and had a slight headache i didnt want to stay home id rather go to uni.. one thing you should know about me is that i hate staying home even when im tired and when in a bad mood.. i feel better when i get out of the house...

i didnt believe everything 3laiwi told me im sure he is hiding something and i dont believe that m7amad is a bad guy im so sure of it i mean when i meet him he seemed like an amazing guy that is not being forced into getting married.. im going to talk to him tomorrow i cant today because i feel tired and i dont feel like it i want to go out with jazzi and razoon after uni today.. im sure you all think i hate 3laiwi by now but i dont.. yes i got mad at him and im soo annoyed by his behavior today but i cant be mad at him for long. after all he is 3ali, my best friend, cousin, and brother thats what he means to me.. but i need to find out whats up with him i mean he is being over protective..
hmmph if only me and jassim were still together then i wouldnt have to got through all of this mess..






M7AMAD

hmmph could it be true.. walla madry shasawy.. ya3ny 9ij

mum: haw 7amood shfeek sara7t.. mo giltly 3indik mawthoo3 tabeeny feeh.. ahoo ana hnee sh3indik?

m7amad: yumma... ana 5ala9 ma aby dalal..










haaaaaaa what do you think??

please comment..
sorry fo mistakes bs ma chayakt the post i just wrote it;p
until next time;**


oo yeah and i answered all your previous comments..

Mabrouk yal AZRAG!!! ;D

haydooo, our camel
haydooo, lovely camel
lool this song just cracks me up

awnas shay iy9eer 7ag il kuwait in a while is FOOUZ IL AZRAG;D

MABROUK LIL KIL ILY IY7AYEE IL AZRAG!!!

ohwa '3air hatha lazrag,
shakla '3air hatha lazrag,
li3ba '3air oo 7ooba '3air hatha lazgrag hatha
fan oo thouq hatha lazrag
3aaaly foug hatha lazrag
fan oo thoug oo 3aaaly foug hatha lazrag hatha


thanks to all the amazing players and especially waleed ali for scoring the winning goal, and the AMAZING captain and goal keeper nawaf al-khaldi...
mashallah 3alaih he saved all the shots he is such an amazing player...
oo fahad al-enizi oo bader al-mutawa and all the rest of the amazing players ;D

walla wanisoona il monta5ab il kuwaiti by winnning the gulf cup inshalla lil a3laa;p

Part 9- ts my life

Hi!! Shlonkom??
Hmm ilyom ma feeni garga and my mood isn’t that great due to 3 reasons I don’t feel like sharing…
so here you go with a long post;)
you could tell by the post that im not in a great mood mn il a7dath ily bit9eer…

Enjoy 7abaybee;p
Bs tikfain I want at least 7 comments….



Sandra my Philippine maid came to wake me up as I told her to wake me up early incase my alarm doesn’t wake me up..

Sandra: dalal yalla 8oomi

She said in her philipino accent

Dalal: uff sandra ana aby anam..

Sandra: inty gool ana sawy inty 8oomi u say inty fee meeting morning imbor6ant..

Dalal: SANDRA MABY AGOOOOOM..

She went and opened my curtains and came back too me and started saying "yalla daloola waak ub you say I waak u up goomi"

This went on for the next 10 minutes until I finally gave up and woke up.. today I told my maid to wake me up extra early at 6 because I love taking my time in dressing and getting ready oo ba3ad 3alla ma a9a79i7.. I hate it when im in a rush.. so I entered the bathroom and did my business then changed into my grey training pants but I didn’t change my white pajama t-shirt that has a picture of hello kitty.. since it was still really early and there were still 2 and a half more hours till me and m7amad are supposed to meet .. I never wake up this early and everyone knows that im not a morning person and every time I wake up early im always cranky, so it takes me a while to be in a good mood.. so I went downstairs only to find the maids preparing breakfast for my parents.. I don’t usually eat breakfast neither does 3azooz we rarely eat breakfast.. so I sat in the living room that was in front of our inside front door and turned on the tv..

Suddenly there was a soft knock on the inside front door.. the maid went to get the door.. I sat there wondering who might come at this very time.. when unexpectedly 3laiwi my cousin came in.. I smiled I haven’t seen him in a while and were very close..

3laiwi: good morning
He said with a huge smile plastered on his face

Dalal: good morning

3laiwi: shlonich?

Dalal: im good.. how about you I haven’t seen you in a while..

3laiwi: walla tamam.. inaty ily wainech ma itbayneen.. 3ad walla ams kint badig
3alaich bs madry shsar oo nisait..

Dalal: ee ee ragi3 7ag 3omrik..

3laiwi: haha laa2 walla intay killa 3alla baly you never leave my mind I think of you when I sleep, when I eat, when im at my lecture, when im driving, when im al alone, lama akoon bl dewaniya and all the time..

I don’t know why but I felt shy when he said that im always on his mind and typical old dalal has to blush.. ugh I hate it when I blush fithee7a..

Dalal: hehe thanks..

3laiwi: shgilt ana 3ashan you thank me..haha inzain laish wayhich 9ar 6oma6a..haha

Dalal: chub im not a tomato..
I wasn’t really mad bas chithy..

3laiwi: hehe ok walla iyhimich your not a tomato.. bs ma gilteely shimga3dich chithy imbachir everyone knows your really not a morning person..

For some reason I started blushing when I remembered that im going to meet m7amad but I cant tell 3laiwi even though we were very very close,a dn I tell him everything.. so he will probably suspect something.. I felt like I was burning I didn’t know what to say I stayed quiet for a while..

Dalal: hmm…

3laiwi: dalal shimga3dich hal 7azza??
He asked seriously and had a look on his face.. iff ana fithee7a I cant hide anything and he knows me toooo well..

Dalal: ana… hmm.. aah ga3da….
Before I could continue hmming and umming he interrupted me..

3laiwi: DALAL… 6al3eeny..SH3INDICH??
He raised his voice a bit.. im sure he knows im hiding something…

Dalal: 3laiwi wa6y 9ootik shway tara il7een iygoomon..

3laiwi: lail7een ma jawabtay soo2aly.. shmo 5asha 3any.. SH3INDICH?
He looked at me seriously with anger that showed in his eyes and his deep angry voice..

Dalal: aa..shfek im3a9ib i-im meeting razoona…
I answered in a shaky voice.. I hate it when he shouts at me or gets mad at me

3laiwi: dalal don’t try to fool me I know you more then I know myself and I know your hiding something..

Dalal: 3ali w-what do you think I would lie about…
I said with tears forming in my eyes..

3laiwi: okay if its just razan then im coming with you..

Just then my father came down..
Baba: 9aba7 il 5air..

So I quickly wiped my tears away

Me and 3ali: 9aba7 il noor..

Baba: ooh 3laiwi 3indina ilyom..

3laiwi: eeh walaht 3alaikom..

Baba: oo daloola ga3da imbacher ilyom… haha mashalla sh3indich imbacher..

Dalal: hehe..umm ana ba6la3 ma3a razoona..

Baba: ee

Just then mama came down.. after a while I excused myself so that I could go change..

I went into my room in a bad mood and feeling sad.. im not use to 3laiwi shouting at me.. he is one of the closest cousins I have and he really cares for me.. I know that because when we go out to the shalaih with all my cousins he always checks up on me oo ma yirtha 3alai.. he gets outrageously mad itha ay a7ad yit7arash feeny..

So I wasn’t in the mood to get dressed up after what happened with 3laiwi.. I was cheerless.. so I wore a yellow summery dress with my brown gladiators and my brown original lv speedo bag.. as for make up I just applied a thin line of eye liner on my top eyelid and 2 oats of mascara and light pinkinsh blush even though I didn’t need much as I was already naturally pink.. and finally strawberry labello.. just when I was about to start with my hair I heard a knock on my door then it opend and 3laiwi came in..
I looked at him then continued doing my hair..

Dalal: na3am??
Kint shway imnafsa 3alaih.. he has no right to be mad at me in not doing anything wrong its my life..

3laiwi: tara bayee ma3ach lany shak bl mawthoo3..

Dalal: kaifik la it9adig oo tara mint yay ma3ay.. ray7a ma3a razoon int shako..

3laiwi: dalal 3adlay isloobich a7salich.. adry ina there is something that your hiding..
He said with a firm voice..

Dalal: im not hiding anything..

3laiwi: BITGOOLENY SHNO YOUR HIDING WILLA SHLON..
With every word he raised his voice and came closer to me.

Dalal: iff 3ali 5ala9.. bas….*snif* yanantny…
I started crying bit

3laiwi: asif bs im not letting this go.. im coming with you to where ever your going..

He lowered his voice.. at this point im really mad at him but at at the same time I know he cares for me but he has no right to shout at me.. he wrapped his hands around me and hugged me while I just rested my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around him and cried at but more.. mn kithir ma I love him as a cousin and NOTHING more I cant be mad at him for a long time 9ij ina he shouted at me and im mad at him but im sure il forgive him later..

3laiwi: dalal asif walla moo 8a9dy.. walla asif ma aby ashoof dmoo3ich mamra thaya, bs intay tadreen how much I care for you oo shkithir a5af 3alaich..

Dalal: emm
I was calming down a bit now and I was staring at him..

3laiwi: why were you crying akoo salfa lazem a3arfha.. please dalal goolely ma3a mno ibti6li3eenly.. feeh a7ad im2atheech.. ana a3arfich you dont cry for no reason..

He asked me concerned with worry in his eyes because im not the type that would cry for no reason.. I usually cry when there is something going on and he knows that so he looked worried..

Dalal: uff 5ala9..*snif* 3laiwi baas im meeting m7amad zaaain..
I answered quickly






Please the more you comment the faster I will write you a post;p
Excuse my mistakes maly 5ilg I check baroo7 atsaba7 oo anam…


Until next time;**

Part 8b- its my life

hello lovely readers;**

sorry for the short post yesterday i couldnt concentrate and write instead i went and annoyed my big brothers by shouting in the house and fooling around... walla 7asait iny yahil ams i couldnt sleep until one of my brothers zafny ;( bs i was still hyper fa gal "yahil mahma tikbireen hathy intay".....hehe

i was going to post when i first woke up but i didnt lana i didnt see any comments..
wain il comments blogger sayir mayet no one is commenting;(

anyways inshalla this post is long enough







i got into my room and changed and got into bed ready to sleep.

*knock knock*

m7amad:mno??

mum: ana ya yumma ba6il il bab.

m7amad: tifathilay yumma maftoo7 il bab.

she came in and sat on the couch.
mum: haa ma nimt...

m7amad: laa ba3ad shway anam.

mum: inzain ma giltliy, shno 8arart??

m7amad: 3an shno...

mum: dalal.

hhmph when she said her name i remembered the picture and the guy so i sighed deeply... and started thinking.. what should i do..

mum: haw shfeek?

m7amad: halla.... la2 maku shay..

mum: inzain 7abeeby ma giltly shrayik ib dalal... imwafi8 3aliaha??

i smiled
m7amad: ee yumma ana imwafi8...

mum: 9ij il7amdilla il7een adig 3ala omha oo agoolaha bs ba3dain lazem nan6ir rad dalal inshoof itha imwaf8a..
the smile on my mums face and seeing her this happy made me feel happy.

m7amad: ee 3ad goolelaha la it6awil bl tafkeer..
i said with a cheeky smile on my face

mum: hahaha haa shitfakir feeh... inshalla bagoolaha tgool 7ag dalal ina m7amad mayet yabeech oo moo gadir yan6ir ay digeega oo ohwa bidoonich... haha yalla ti9ba7 3ala 5air..

m7amad: yumma bas 3addy ta36eenha ra8my gabel la iy9eer ay shay rasmy aby at3araf 3alaiha akthar..

mum: ee agoolaha bs 3ad itha ihya rithat..

m7amad: mashkoora ya a7la oom bl denya..
i got up and kissed her forehead

mum: ee a3arf 7arakatik hathy... good night

i laughed and my mother left my room i went back to my bed and started thinking about what to do.....




DALAL

the next day next day my mama called om m7amad and informed her iny imwaf8a 3alla m7amad and gave her my number lana m7amad kan yaby iy7acheeny ib mawthoo3.

that night i got a call from an unknown number i thought it might be m7amad so i answered

dalal: aloo

: aloo

dalal: halla

: halla dalal ana m7amad.. shlonich?

dalal: im good. how about you?

m7amad: ib5air il7amdilla..

i was soo shy for some reason
what should i say.. or is he going to say something... he probably has something to say hes the one that called... akeed biygool shay... uff yalla mita byit7acha...

*awkward silence*

m7amad: umm dalal 3indy mawthoo3 lazem a5ith rayich feeh..

dalal: is anything wrong??
i asked worried

m7amad: laa2, la it7ateen nothings wrong i just need to talk to you.... but not on the phone..

dalal: sorry but i dont think my parents will let me meet you in public alone...
its true even though their open minded i dont think they will let me go out with him.

m7amad: please dalal i have somthing very important to say and its for your own good.

dalal: ok il ask mama...

m7amad: laa2 dalal please 3ashany dont tell your mum, we can meet early in the morning at starbucks or anywhere you like...
his voice sounded very anxious like there was something he needed to say i couldnt say no anyways we are getting married soon.

dalal: ok but i cant go out without my parents permission.. what should i tell them?

m7amad: well you could tell them that your going out with one of your friends and let her meet you there...

dalal: okay. but were do we meet?

m7amad: iynasbich starbucks 3dailiya at 10.

dalal: okay but i have a lecture at 10

m7amad: so maybe before your lecture at 9.

dalal: okay...
for some reason i was very shy from him and nervous that im meeting up with him.... but i still didnt feel butterflies in my stomach like i use to feel when i talked to jassim...

m7amad: stop saying okay..haha...

dalal: ok... hehe walla bl '3ala6..

m7amad: so see you tomorrow..

dalal: inshalla but i will tell mama and send you a message to inform you if she approved..

m7amad: laaaah2... cant i hear your voice again... dont send a message call me ma shiba3t mn 9outich...


waaay laa2 am i blushing and feeling shy again.... noo il moshkilla i quckly tun red.

m7amad: aloo..

dalal: haa2... halla kany mawjooda.

m7amad: 3ayal shgiltay??

dalal: m7amad its getting kind of late...
i said in a low voice 7addy mista7ya mina.

m7amad: haha mista7ya miny..
it was more like stating then asking..

dalal: hehe laa shaku..

m7amad: 3ayal yalla go ask your mum and then call me i wanna hear your voice again..

dalal: m7amaad
i whined in a low voice inhy 7addy mista7ya

m7amad: 3yoona.. please just call me and say yes or no oo ba3dain siday il telephone...

dalal: fine

m7amad: ok then bye

dalal: bye


so i went to mama and informed her that i will be leaving early tomorrow to have breakfast with jazzi and razan. she doesnt mind me going out but she likes to know if im going out... i mean its okay with her if i go out with jazzi and razoona without telling her she doesnt say anything because we have been friends for years and she knows their parents very well.


so i went back to my room and called m7amad and did as he said...

m7amad: halla walla...
he sounded very cheerfull

dalal: yes.. bye

m7amad: ti9bi7een 3alla alf 5air

dalal: winta min ahla...


i closed the phone happy but still thinking about jassim... i mean im liking m7amad more every time i talk to him but im having doubts... what if i cant stop thinking about jassim. i mean m7amad is a great guy and i enjoyed our little conversation, but he doesnt make me feel the same way jassim does. i really dont know what to do. i love jassim and always will, but he simple left. m7amad is not jassim so i cant love him the way i loved jassim. hmmph im going to forget about jassim for a while and think about m7amad... well he made me feel good while talking. but what does he want to tal about it seems like he has something important to say, but what could it be i really have no idea..


i slept that night with a heavy head full of thoughts with no answers...







hope you liked it...
remember this is only half a post so dont say its short;p
o yeah and i didnt re read this time and i wrote it quicly so im sure there are tones of mistakes.. so please ingnore them if you spot any;D
love ya'll

Part 8a- its my life

hello;D
moody ilyom 3AJEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEB this post is dedicated to madliar because her guess was actually right about the post...
FEENY RAG9A I WANNNA DANCEEEEE FA ITHA 3INDIKOM ANY PARTIES OR WEDDINGS MAKE SURE TO INVITE ME 3ASHANY AYEEE....HEHEHEHE

OMGGG 7ADDY HYPER FOR NO REASON 3ASSA INSHALLA DOOUM AKOON HYPER OO INATAW KILIKOOM ITKOONON HYPER MA3AY GOOLO AMEEN ;D


hahaha bagoolioom sha'3la.....






i love all of you commenters and readers;**

enjoy





when i opened it i found out it was a picture of dalal with a dark skinned guy sitting next to her at a restaurant...
i didnt know what to think at this moment should i believe my eyes or should i talk to her and see what she says... walla many 3arif shasawy...

so i went back home and found my mother, sisters and little brother in the living room ga3at ma3ahom shway im a family person a7ib ag3ad ma3a il ahal astanas 3alla ga3dat il ahal yom ga3at ma3ahom i forget about dalal and the guy oo shalfathom.

mum: hahaha allah yig6a3 soalfik bu m7amad.

sara(m7amads sister): hehe ana di5t baroo7 anam.

m7amad: hahaha yumma walla ga3ditich ma tinmal bs ilyom ga3id imbacher oo bacher 3indy dawam.

mum: yalla 3ayal 7abaybe ti9bi7oon 3alla 5air.

me and sara: wintay min ahla.

so me and sara my younger sister headed to the stairs. she was walking in front of me.

m7amad: saroo akher wa7id yis3ad 7mar...
i shouted and pushed her out of my way and started running up the stairs but before i could even run sara jumped on me and was clinging on to my back.... i was trying to get her off and get upstairs first so both of us were shouting...

sara: hahaha ana bas3ad gabel...
she shouted

m7amad: laa2 walla oo ana a9eer il 7mar.. a9lan ma tigdarain itfoozen 3al champion..
i shouted back

3ogob il im3afar dazait sara off my back and run up stairs and she ran after me...

m7amad: hahahaha 7mara
i shouted while pointing at her

sara: LAAAAAA2 YOU CHEATED YOU PUSHED ME MAY9EER INTA IL 7MAR...

my older sister came upstairs...

nouf(older sister):7amdilla wil shikir shfeekom it9ar5oon chinkom yahal.

m7amad: la2na moo rathya inha sarat 7marra...hahaha

sara: chathab nouf tara ohwa ily 5isar...

nouf: weeeh mal 5ilgkom baroo7 dary.

m7amad: ee haman ana maly 5ilgha baroo7 anam haha...
so i headed to my room while sara was shouting

sara: cheater..


i got into my room and changed and got into bed ready to sleep.


*knock knock*






kilish many gadra arakiz oo aktib mn kithir ma i hyper oo many gadra adish mood writing soo i promis tomorrow morning awal ma agoom i will write a post;D
HAHAHA WHEN EVER I WRITE M7AMAD I WRITE M7AMAS LOOL LANA IL S YAM IL A YAM IL D HEHEHE... EXCUSE MY SPELLING ERRORS AND TYPOES LANA I HATE CHECKING AND RE READING;P

UNTIL TOMORROW I KNOW YOU LOVE ME XOXO GOSSIP GIRL...HEHEHE WAYEEEEED IM9ADGA... WAAAY BASY GARGA BAROO7 A2ATHY O5OY AND RACE HIM UPSTAIRS MITHIL SARA AND M7AMAD...LOL

cirque du soleil

As you all know the famous french cirque in las vages cirque du soleil and the moscow cirque came to kuwait and there were two shows i think. one was on thursday and the other was yesterday, and lucky me i got to go yesterday with my brother, cousin and his wife and two other cousins;p my cousin got us the tickets but they werent the VIP tickets but i still didnt care..

awal shay the moscow cirque preformed and then cirque du soleil bs bainhom kan ako facha 30 minutes.
honestly the moscow cirque ma kan wayed 7iloo it was boring at times and people were leaving. 7adda 3ady nafs all the other cirques you watch on tv...
bs cirque du soleil kan 7addaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 3ajeeeeeeeeeeeeb their show i loved it from the lighting to the graphics background and their stunning preformances... walla if they ever come to kuwait again or have any other show i would go again lana 7addhooom iywansoon oo 7arakathom 3ajeeeeeba.. they preformed one of their shows called "O" but not all of it for some reason maybe because they didnt have all the equipment they needed i dont know....
kan wayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed za7ma oo lo3at chabd it took us 15 minutes or so 3ashan na9fi6 oo lama dashaina we found out ina there are no seat numbers so first come first serve, so the seats were all messed up and za7ma and it took us a while 3ashan inlagy 5 good seats yam ba3ath...... oo kan wayeeeed bard i literally froze and was shaking from how cold it was lana the show was outside it wasnt inside a tent or anything and they didnt even say that in the tickets or even in their advertisments...
7adda il show kan unorganized oo kan ako people outside selling tickets in the parking lot oo kan il wath3 ma2sat, 7adda moo imnathmeena 3adil..
hathail pics from today bs moo wayed wath7een:



bs i hade fun oo na9ee7a if they come to kuwait again you have to go wayed 7iloo 3arth'hom;p
il post pics that i took in the show inshalla later on when i use the other laptop lana their not on this one.. bs il 9ooar moo wath7een kilish the only thing you can see is the crowd...

mno ra7?? and what did u think of it?


inshalla il post part of the story tonight;p

Part 7- its my life

Hello(a)

first of all im veeeeeeeeeeeeeery sorry x100 that i took a long time to post bs walla ive been busy with 3id and the internet still doesnt work so im still using my brothers e-go!!

waay i missed blogger wayed ashyaa2 sarat..

many garga wayed so enjoy;p







"yumma shno bitgoolenly 3an"
i smiled back

"m7amad..."
she said then she smiled and paused. at this point she looked to serious it scared me could he have rejected me?? I was confused.

"ee shfeeh??"
i asked impatiently

"ohwa imwafi8 oo yaby rayich"
She said with a smile on her face while staring right into my eyes

i didnt say anything i was too shy... like what am i supposed to say. so i was just standing there staring at at my mum with a smile plastered on my face... in other words tana7t ib wayh omy becuause i couldnt believe what i just heard.

"haw shfeech chithy tana7tay....hehehe"

"hmm....haa..laa2....maku shay"

"i take it that you have no problem and you dont mind and that you like m7amad"

"mamaaa.... shno like.. i dont even know him that well"

"so you dont want him...ook il call them and inform them"
she said quickly and started looking for her phone.....what why... why does she look like she is holding back her laughter.. but what..

"laaaaaa2... yumma ana ma gilt ma abeeh.."

"ha 3ayal tabeenah"
she said while moving her eyebrows up and down.

"yummaaa baaaas"

"hahaha.... ok 5ala9"
she was laughing

"yumma shno hal 7arakat baaas 9ayra chinich 3azooz"

"hehehe shfeech ga3ad a6africh....ee 9ij m7amad gal yaby iykalmich ib sha'3la oo iyshoofich gabel ma iy9eer ay shay official."




M7amad

two days ago kint bl dewaniya chan i get a call from an unknown number so i answered

"aloo"

"aloo..ma3ay m7amad ilflani"

"ee na3am o5oy mno ma3ay?"
who could it be his voice wasnt even familiar

"moo lazem it3arf ana mno... bas ba'3ait agoolik sha'3la mohima"

"which is??"
ok what is going on who is he and what does he want

"wa5er 3an dalal a7sanlik... tara ihya ma ti9la7lik oo ana 3indy 9ooar ihya im9awra ma3ay oo ashyaa2 tathbitlik inha ma tabeek oo ina ahalha 8a9beenha 3alaik... fa wa5er 3anha a7sanlik" beeb beeb beeb

and he shut the the phone...


ok i didnt get anything he just said i sat there staring at my phone and wondering what he actually means... how does he know her..... she doesnt seem like that type of girl and when i meet her she was very shy, she wouldnt talk, she would only answer my questions so im sure she is not that type of girl... hmm maybe he stalks her... or could he be her boyfriend and her parents are forcing her to get married.. but she doesnt seem like that type of girl... she couldnt be that type of girl im sure... hmm i dont know what to belive anymore... i need to find out who he is and what he wants soon....

"7amood, shfeek mn sadait il telephone o int shaklik mi3tifis 3asa ma shar?"

"laa2 yousef maku shay.... yalla ana asta2thin lazem amshy waray dawam bacher."

"shda3wa ig3ad shway taw ilnass"

"laa2 ma 3alaih inshalla il marra il yayya....yalla faman allah"

6ala3t mn il dewaniya oo ri7t barkab sayarty chan ashoof this white envelope on the front window of my car... ri7t shilta and on the envelope it says "m7amad"
at this point i had no clue what it could be.... or who it could be from...
so i decided to open it....

i ripped the top of the envelope because it was tapped...

when i opened it i found out it was a....












what do you think it could be???
ee sa7 sorry its not colored but i dont know whats wrong font options dont show... i dont know whats wrong with it or maybe its because im not using e-explorer (lana mo rathy yishti'3il on my laptop) im using mozilla firefox its better... do you know what i could do so that i would be able to put color next time...

3ad kathroo comments ive noticed hal ayam there are less commenters...

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3eedkom imbarak;**

awal shay 3eedkom imbarak oo 3asakoom min 3awada!!
so how is your 3id what did you do??

let me tell you about 2 mawa8if kind of a7rijony ilyom...

first situation- well isib7 at around 11 kil il 7areem ga3deen ib 9alat il isti8bal and all the men kanaw ga3deen bl dewaniya ily barra because they had guests.... 3ad allah iysalimkom noona and he 2 best cousins are always late fa yom dashaina il isti8bal salamna 3ala il 7areem (3amaty, 7areem 3amami, girl cousins, oo nisabatna fa ya3ny all very close, bs mashalla wayeeeeeeeeeeeed) yom ga3adna shway chan my aunt asks itha salamna 3ala 3amami lana we just arrived and we havent seen them, fa galatlina "roo7aw salmaw 3alaihom ohma bl dewaniya, oo il riyayeel ily bl dewaniya bas 3amamkom oo 3yalhom" fa according to 3amity maku a7ad '3areeb bl dewaniya.. so allah iysalimkom me and my 2 cousins went to the dewaniya outside and dashaina i was the last one to enter. and to my suprise the dewaniya was packed with guys..most of them shabab, we knew some of them and i guess the rest that we didnt know were my cousins friends and my 5 uncles and their friends uff kan 7ada za7ma and men were still coming in... 3ad 3amity kanat gayla ina the men in the dewaniya were only the close ones oo ina il kil 6ala3 fa maku a7ad. when we entered all eyes were on us fashlla killa riyayeel waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayed ma in3arifhom. so i7na ibser3a salamna 3ala 3amamna oo 6alana straight away and on the way out i could see my cousins ily wayed im6ay7a il meyana ma3ahom yith7ikoon 3ala ashkalna kil wa7da wayha a7mar oo mista7ya...

ana 3ady im use to guys lana i have 3 brothers and no sister oo baitna killa guys lana my cousins always come over.. so 3ady ana 3indy hal maw8if bs ista7ayt lana all eyes were on us and faj2a the dewaniya went quite when we entered....



Seconed situation- after having dinner with all of my uncles, aunts, and cousins (including guys and girls) il kil kan ta3ban oo mitsad7een oo ana weya my girl cousins ga3deen bl 9ala il small maku a7ad bas i7na oo kina 7adna fa9leen kil wa7da kishatha ishkobirha sarat min il 7oosa oo kil il heels are pilled up and the door was closed fa ma5theen ra7atna 3al a5er ily kil wa7da minsad7a on a couch oo ily ga3ad targi9... so faj2a on tv 6la3ad da3ayat "naby 3idiya, 3a6oona 3ideya" im sure you all know it... il mohim ina faj2a kilina gimna oo gimna nargi9 oo yom 5ali9at we started singing " hala 3amy sha5barik, halla ib 5alti il 3azeeza dara3tich 3ajeeba.........." and we started acting up o ba3dain in'3any naby 3ideya 3a6oona 3ideya oo kil wa7da targi9...
ma wa3aina ila inshoof il bab maftoo7 o my guys cousins 3 wagfeen 3ind il door iy6al3oona oo yith7ikoon... fashlaaa ana wayed miyana weya my cousins guys and girls bs moo ya3ny 3ady argi9 jidamhom oo chithy fa i7na ihny kil il banat iwgifaw ib mokanhom oo tani7aw ya3ny shinsawy... fashlaaaaaaaaaaa 3ad kil wa7da fa9la oo il kisha ishkobirha oo the guys were laughing real hard chan my cousin 6alal gal " walla kisartoo 5a6ry leh hal daraja taboon 3ayadi, yuba ana bawazi3 3alaikom 3ayadi" and he started laughing at us but in the end he gave each of us 5 kd even though he doesnt even work he is uni.. we werent that many though we were only 5.....
loool walla kanat ashkalna filim...



so anything interesting happend this 3id with you??


sorry for typoes 7addy day5a o maly 5ilg i read what i wrote ga3da imbacher today oo ma nimt il 3a9ir...
and inshalla il post a part of the story soon

love you all;**

Part 6- its my life

dedicated to the best and amazing Darliam and Girl with the petite appetite;*

hathy 3ideyat all my followers and commenters and silent readers;p

love you all if it weren’t for all of your comments and support from everyone I wouldn’t have continued writing this story. Love you all;** mwaah;p

and its NOT A TRUE STORY

                                                                                                          

"umm.... marzoog whats turkis family name?"

i could hear marzoogs voice in the background " turki alflani.... laish?"

"madry.... dalool isma turki alflani......... bs laish??"

"omg bye i'll talk to you later.."

and i shut the phone

"jazzi........ they have the same family name.... they must be brothers or cousins"

i said with tears in my eyes remembering the good times.

"okay... so they have the same family name and live in the same area and have the same looks.... so what?... and why are you crying daloola.... your tears wont help and so what if they are relatives that wont change anything....."

"i know..... b- but im sure theres a reason for w-..... why he... he left.."

"dalool stop crying walla il bachi wont do you any good and if there was a reason that idiot would have told you... he is an ass for leaving you with no reason. he is just like all the other guys he is a player. its about time you stop crying when anything remindes you of him.... oh yeah and remember m7amad"

she said with a smile while wiggling her eyebrows   

i smiled back with tears in my eyes when i remembered that i might get married to m7amad.... but i really do miss jassim and wish that I could get married to him and not marry m7amad regardless of all the pain he caused me.

"i have just the song for you... wait"

she turned on her cd and shuffled until she got to the song she wanted

Go hard, today 

The past is the past, you know
Can't worry bout the past cause that ye-sterday 

It's a new day bro
Ima put it on the line cause it's my time 

My day, gotta do it now

(i love this song isimha its my time by fabolous ft jeremih)  

i smiled back at her once i heared the song..misa7t dmoo3y and i blew my nose... the rest of the ride was silent.. jazzi kept repeating this song over and over again..hehehe i just love this girl she is the best..

"the past is the past i get it zuzzi...hehe"

"weeeh sha5bari the last time someone called me zuzzi was like ages ago.. remember our old stupid nicknames..hehe."

"ee waay kinaa 7adna yahal oo soalif il madrisa in class"

we continued chatting we both live in the same area.

we reached my house

"daloola forget about that ass and never think about him... hehehe think about your future husband m7amad..."

she wiggled her eyebrows and pursed her lips..

"chub ya 7marra.. tafkeerich killa chithy..hehe... yalla bye love"

"bye loolii"

i entered the house and no one was home so i headed to my room and entered the bathroom, took my clothes of, hopped into the shower, turned on the warm water, and soaked my self with the warm water and then washed my hair with strawberry and berries scent shampoo my favorite. then i scrubbed my body with the body shop strawberry body scrub. once i was done i hopped out of the shower and wraped a towel around my body. i put my hand on the key to unlock the door but it was opened. I wasn’t surprised when I found it unlocked…. hehe i must have forgotten to lock the door...

thats a habit of mine i never lock my bathroom door because no one enters my bathroom apart from me so no need to lock it. even when im at jazzi or razzans house i forget to lock the bathroom door…. they know that i never lock the door because im always in a hurry..hehe

so i walked out of the bathroom to my closet room that was opened to my room and found my mum sitting on the bed smiling..

"hi mama"

i smiled back

"halla ya omy.. yalla badlay ibsir3a o ta3alay dary bagoolich sha'3la"

"ok"

what does she want to talk about om my god im so worried she looked serious but she looked happy her look confused me....hmmm what could it be. i quickly pulled out a pair of matching underwear and bra i went to my pajamas closet and pulled out the first pj's i saw and quickly put them on then i blow dried my hair so it was now wavy messy and finally headed to my mothers room.

i got in and found her sitting on their couch watching tv.

"ta3alay gi3day"

and she smiled

"yumma shno bitgoolenly 3an"

i smiled back

"m7amad..."

she said then she smiled and paused. at this point she looked to serious it scared me could he have rejected me?? I was confused.

"ee shfeeh??"

i asked imaptiently

                                                                                                              

any ideas??

Part 5- its my life

hello;**

sorry for taking so long... its because our wireless is going crazy and it stopped working so i couldnt post... and its still not working so im using my brothers e-go!!

so enjoy

this post is dedicated to my one and only ANONY 22

                                                                                                         


the three of us stood there staring at each other in the parking lot...



"umm..... so what are you waiting for"
turki broke the silence

"haa umm... nothing but your sitting at the very back of the car"
i answered him with an evil smile

"oooh really.... inzain ma 3alaih bs shno sayartich?"

"moo sayarti.."

"sayarti and its an X5"

she said while smilling

"inzain yalla"

and we headed to the car while turki was behined us
once we reached the car jazzi got into the drivers seat, i got into the passengers seat while turki got into the back seat.

i looked back and found turki sitting behined my seat

"your suppose to sit in the very back"

i said in a serious voice trying to hold back my laughter

"mn 9ijich intay"
he said while laughing

"eee wall mn 9ijna"

"inzain shlon ag3ad warra?"

"3ady.... ishga7 warra oo taraba3 bl trunk"

i smiled and lifted my eyebrows

"la2 walla maly 5ilg"

" inzain, 3ayal mi7na masheen lain ma itrid warra"

"hehe....... ok yalla mashy barid warra.... ma agdar 3alaikom"

turki turned to face the back and put his legs on the chair and lifted his upper body and pushed himself into the back seat. once he fellin the back he sat up and crossed his legs and fixed the way he was sitting and faced us. i must say he was very tall so his head was hitting the top of the car and he was crouched.

at this point me and jazzi couldnt stop our selves from laughing because we were not serious about him having to sit in the trunk we were just fooling around. we wanted to see if he would actually go to the back.

"hahahahahaha"
me and jazzi were laughing hysterically

"ee ee thi7kaw.. moo ana athi7ik... haa"
he said staring at us with a smile on his face

"ee.. hehe i7na ma kan mn 9ijna..hahaha"

thats all jazzi managed to say in between laughing

"7ilfaw"
he asked suprised and lifted both his eyebrows

"hahaha.... walla bs 5ala9 may9eer itrid jidaam.... yalla jazzi 7arkay tara ta2a5arna"
i said while still laughing
jazzi started the car and and headed towards the parking exit

"hahaha... inzain mashy il mohim arid il bait.."

"wait mno gal binridik il bait?"

haa shfeha 3ayal wain  binwaddeh.. i looked at her confused and she winked at me so i realized she was fooling around..

"by the way i saw you wink"

"hehe... so where is your house"

"qurtoba..."

"ooh thats not too far from where we live"

"aaa7 rasy... inaaas iyba62oon bl mo6aba ma iydooson"

i turned around just to see turki with his hands on his head... hahaha he looked funny he is really a nice guy.

"well im not like the rest of the people im unique.. i dont slow down in street bumps..hehehe"

"mashy"

"hahaha... 7aram kisart 5a6ry, 5ala9 moo lazim tig3ad warra, and by the way we were not serious when we told you to sit in the back we were just kidding"

"ee ana shdarany 3ankoom"
 he hopped back to the seats in the middle

the rest of the ride was silent once we reached qurtoba galina ingi6a bl jam3iya 3ashan he can go home walking because his house was a minute away, lana moo 7ilwa ib 7agna ay a7ad mn ahala iyshoofon as he said he has 3 brothers and a sister and his uncle and uncles wife along with thier 2 sons and 1 daughter live with them.

so we dropped him at the co-op.

i must say jam3iyat qurtoba brought back a few old memories because jassims house was in qurtoba and when ever i meet him we would first meet up at the co-op and he would follow me until we got to our spot or he would walk from home to the co-op as he said it was a minuite away and he would drive my car around. we never ever went to  a public place together as kuwait is very small and everyone knows each other. we ussually only meet up at our spot on the beach or drive around in his car or my car or at the mamsha.... turki sort of reminds me of jassim they have the same looks and they live in the same area........wait

"oh my god"
i said out loud

"what shfeech?"

"i remember once jassim told me that the house he lives in was his uncles house, because their house is being built"

"umm.. and sooooo?"

jazzi asked me confused

"and so does turki"

"soooo what?"

"and they have the same looks..."

"ok aaand... get to the point"

"maybe they live in the same house and they might be brothers or cousins"

"how could you be soo sure?"

"im not"

"ok so whats turkis family name?"

"umm i dont know "

"ooh yeah lets call razzan and ask her she might still be with marzoog.."

"ooh yeah"

 

so i dialed her number and waited impatiently as she picked it up after the third ring

"aloo"

"hey razzona u still with marzoog"

"yeah were on our way to my house..why?"

"i just have a qustion"

"shoot"

"whats turkis family name?"

                                                                                              

so what do you think could they or could they not be relatives...

sorry this post is not as long as the rest bs 7addy day5a oo malli 5ilg aktib
and again sorry for mistakes maly 5ilg i check it.;p

hope you liked it;**
xoxo